In the dead of night, when there is nothing else around me other than darkness and the quiet rumbling of the air conditioner above me, thoughts I try to push to the back of my mind during the day crawl out to haunt me as I lay on my bed.
Recently, I’ve been feeling rather depressed. I’m not going to go ahead and self-diagnose myself, but that is the only thing I could think of that fits my symptoms. When I list them out, as well, other people seem to come to the conclusion that it might be depression.
For once, the lyrics I’m listening to actually match what I’m trying to write. I don’t know if I talked about her before, though I’m at least 67% sure that I have. She’s part of my life and has been multiple turning points.
Even I’m annoyed by my case of social anxiety. It’s not all my fault, though. Yeah, sure, pushing the blame on someone else sounds like the worst thing to do, but it’s the only logical thing I can think of. I’m not the most courageous person I know. I can […]
The title is a little misleading, though. I’m not homosexual. The rainbow does not apply to me despite it being one of the most prominent signs relating to the LGBT+ community.
It’s been a very, very long time since I last wrote a blog entry — there’s no excuse, I’ve just not been doing it for some reason. There’s little reason for me to share my life here, public on the Internet like this, but here I am. Maybe I’d keep more […]
I never understand the reason why people find it necessary to do the exact opposite of what you want them, or kindly requested them, to do. I came out on Facebook, and yes, I know it’s probably not the best choice since you would want to explain any confusions they […]
I suppose this is a place as any to start mentioning how I feel recently about my gender identity and how others are coping. No, I’m not completely out yet, so I don’t suppose others would suddenly start referring me as [REDACTED] and be fine with it, no questions asked. […]
My grades aren’t really looking up as they should. Surely, they are better than before? I don’t really know. I’m not doing terribly as I thought I’d be. My grades in English Literature aren’t bad but they aren’t as good as I wanted. Somehow I slipped up during the exams […]